Winter Bones

There is distraction in my mind
To be in a moment
Different than the one I'm in
To fast forward to the life
I desire and deserve
Yes I deserve to be happy!
My soft heart has taken a beating
Pun not intended but serves
I've earned my stripes and badges
I've honored everyone else
Sacrificed skin and bone
And yet the snow falls

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